I am making a comeback

In the voting for Mr. G-Shack I am making one heck of a come back. I am now tied going into the final hours of the voting. I will see if I hold on. I did not plan on getting this far. The voting will stop at seven pm tonight and the winners will go head-to-head.

I have been working with Mark to find people to play softball in the tournament in Uniontown. I have found one so far. Ryan will be playing with us. I am excited to hear that. I asked Mike from the fire department. He said he could not. Then I asked if I could come back for the month of July and work on the weekend of the Forth or July. He said I could not. That sucks. I have been doing that for the last five years. This is the first year I will not get to do that. I am pretty disappointed about that. I wanted to do it.

I chatted with Rob online for a while. He is a friend of mine from back in Pullman. He is family. Him and I have gotten together for karaoke, BBQ's, and some other stuff. He is the one who wrote the article about me and the lack of gay magazines in Pullman. It was the one that outed me to the Pullman and WSU fire departments.

I was asking him how things were going with dating. He said he is dating some people but nothing serious yet. I asked him what it would take to get a date. He asked if I was asking him out on one. I said that I wasn't really asking him out. I was trying to find out if he would even be interested in dating me.

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[06/08/2004 - 13:25] Glock40ish: So... what does it take to get *NAME DELETD* on a date?
[06/08/2004 - 13:25] CENSORED: LOL
[06/08/2004 - 13:26] CENSORED: Depends ...
[06/08/2004 - 13:26] CENSORED: What are you proposing
[06/08/2004 - 13:27] Glock40ish: I havent proposed anything yet... I am seeing if there is anything more than friendship from your point of view... :)
[06/08/2004 - 13:29] CENSORED: I'm not sure ... I think I'm not really ready for a relationship right now, being unemployed and living in Tacoma as it is
[06/08/2004 - 13:29] CENSORED: At the same time you're a sweet guy and I know you'd be good to me. I'm just not sure I'm wanting to jump into something I don't know I can commit to, you know?
[06/08/2004 - 13:30] CENSORED: Going out and having fun would be fine, though, depending on what we were doing
[06/08/2004 - 13:30] Glock40ish: Fair enough.
[06/08/2004 - 13:30] CENSORED: LOL
[06/08/2004 - 13:31] Glock40ish: I was just never sure if there was a possibility for something more or not... I have always sort of hoped, but I don't know where you stand...
[06/08/2004 - 13:31] CENSORED: I won't say no, but I can't say yes.
[06/08/2004 - 13:31] CENSORED: Does that make sense?
[06/08/2004 - 13:32] Glock40ish: If there is no interest on yourside, I don't want to push anything and make you uncomfortable... and if there was I don't want to pass it up.
[06/08/2004 - 13:32] CENSORED: I don't want to lead you on, but I'm not sure I'm in a position to promise anything more than one step at a time, you know?
[06/08/2004 - 13:32] Glock40ish: Yes I understand that.
[06/08/2004 - 13:33] Glock40ish: I am not looking to lock you and and snatch you from the dating pool... that is something that everyone needs to work into. At least that is the way I see it...
[06/08/2004 - 13:34] Glock40ish: My only concern is not making you feel uncomfortable or push you away...
[06/08/2004 - 13:34] CENSORED: I know what you mean.
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I don't necessarily think that I ever had a chance with him. But he does like me as a friend. We are really politically opposite. A few years ago that was an issue to him but now it does not seem to be as big of a deal as it was before.

I got home around six pm. I watched the Mariner's on TV. They ended up losing. I also got the new voting polls for Mr. and Mrs. G-Shack going. I did not make the final cut. The voting is underway however. I chatted with Justin online for a while. I also chatted with Rob some more.

On G-Shack Justin staged a fake mugging of me where he attacked me. So I showed that I was bleeding from the nose and mount. Blood also coming out the ear. I was close to death. Justin asked to get some help. Help arrived by I was DOA. So I changed my avatar to an image of the letters DOA. I also changed my signature to saying I am dead. I also blocked Justin from my AOL so he cannot contact me anymore. Lobo will no longer be seen on G-Shack.