He sounds great

Before I woke up I had a dream. It wasn't really a pleasant one, but it was not a nightmare either. I was at a foreign place. I was looking at four people about to be executed by firing squad. There were going to be three shooters. Those getting executed could choose to take a bullet between the eyes and have a instant painless death, but they would not be able to have a open casket funeral. The other option was a chest shot that would have a quick death, but there would be some pain before death occurred. I looked at one guy who had his shirt off. He had three quarters taped to his chest above his breast line. They were in a horizontal row. That was an indication where he wanted to be shot. I remember hearing the people talk about the choices of what way to die. They were debating on the quick and painless death of the slightly slower more painful death. They talked about how it would feel like having a heart attack for a brief period of time as your heart beated its last few beats. For a while in the dream I was an observer then I was one of the people who was going to be executed. Then I was an observer again. I was away from where the people were going to be shot. I found out that Justin was one of the people killed. I dropped to my knees and started to feel great sorrow because I did not get to tell him goodbye. I wish there had been something I could do to shave his life. I did not want to see him get killed. I was mad he was gone at the same time I wanted to cry. I could not cry any tears for him though. I wanted to know if it was quick and painless for him. The head badguy was in a room below me. The room had about a twenty foot ceiling. I was on top of it. I opened a vent and yelled down to the guy and asked if Justin's death was quick. He answered me and he then knew he was going to have to get me as well.

All of a sudden I was in a race for my life. I felt in control however. I was in a place that I knew really well. It was like I was in a large school or some other building with huge hallways and a lot of doors. It was dark but I knew the area really well. I was able to run fast and I knew were obstacles where and I used some of them to my advantage to get out of the building. Shortly after getting out of the building the dream was over. When ever I have a dream like that I hate it because I feel like I lost a friend even though it was only a dream.

I got into work earlier than normal. I got some of the stuff documented for the problem I have been having at work. On Monday I will go over it with the other developers and we will develop a plan of action. I took off about eleven to get to Colfax.

When I got to the Pass I called Brian. I had the correct number for him. We chatted from Snoqulamie Pass all the way to the Vantage turn off for highway Twenty-Six. He was great to talk to. He has a nice voice and he seemed interested in talking with me. We talked about a lot of different things. We talked about his music for a while. At the end we talked about what we were each looking for. It sounds like he is looking for some sort of relationship. The question as always is whether I will be the one. I hope something will work out. Only time will tell. He said he was really excited to talk to me. I can't wait to see where the path will take us. I am really excited for the idea that I may have a boyfriend. I don't want to rush anything but I really would love someone to share things in my life with. I would love someone I could go places with. I would love someone who I could hold on to and feel like I have that missing part filled in. He said he would love to have a boyfriend who he could show off and tell people "Hey look at my boyfriend."

I called Pete and asked if he needed Coroner coverage for the weekend. He said Patti will be covering. I kept on trucking to Colfax. When I got there I went straight to the IS building and then turned in some paperwork for the coroner's office. I chatted with Dan and Brandon for a while about computer related stuff. At about five o'clock I went to my house and got ready to work at the jail. I hadn't shaved in about a week. So I had a lot of growth. I needed to shave. I went ahead and left a goatee. Brian said he likes guys with goatee's so I will leave it on for him.

I went to the jail and helped out a little bit. Mainly I ran control until Pullman brought in a booking for us. I helped the intern book the lady and release her on bail. Then a second guy came in. It was too late to get going with that booking so I left it for the next shift. I got the original warrant for the second booking and took it to the front office. I talked with Paul in the front office for a while before heading out to the IS office again.

I worked on a few files that I needed to update. I got that taken care of and then I headed out to my house and watched some TV before heading off to bed.