Wednesday, August 20, 2003

Only those concerned?

I thought there was drama on Monday, I found that Tuesday was a bit worse. I chatted with Jason a little while more about the situation with me and the others. I invited Jason to meet with me and invite the others who have expressed concern. He is doing so. Those include the Dan and Michele, Ron and Heather, and Jason and Suz. No one else is getting invited, so I am not sure if there are others with problems or not.

We are meeting Thursday at six o'clock pm at Zeppos. I sent this message to Jason about it.
"That is fine. If they are the ones who
are unhappy with things, then I want them
there. Of everyone on the team, I consider
them my closest friends... that if
everything were to end today, I would want
to friendships to continue."

Jason later responded with this:
"The people I listed are the ones who
have expressed concern over your change
in behavior. They are concerned for
you. What do you mean by 'that if
everything were to end today, I would
want to friendships to continue'?"

I replied back:
"Oh damn! that sounds bad, doesn't it?
I was meaning softball..."

I could see where he was coming from when that was sent to him. The question I have is, are those invited, as Jason says, those who are concerned about me. What about those who saw the change and hate my ass over it. Are the going to be there?

After I got off work, I went home and to bed. I was asleep by five o'clock pm as I had to be back at work at midnight again.