Thursday, January 01, 2004

Happy New Year!!!

This was nice. I slept in until about one thirty when Amber came in and woke me up. I went down stairs. My parents were watching a football game. Purdue had come back and forced overtime. The ended up losing in overtime. Then the Rose Bowl started. They were showing the Michigan starting quarterback, John Naverre. Wow. Nice short blonde hair with what looks like blue eyes. He is six foot six about two twenty eight. He is a good looking guy, so it is weird to be there checking out that guy as he is playing while my parents are in the room with me. I am rooting for USC in the game since I want to see the Pac-10 do well in the post season.

USC ended up winning in a convincing fashion. It was a good game and I am happy the Pac-10 won. This also brings forward a national championship controversy. Hopefully we will see the Rose Bowl go back to a Pac-10 versus Big-Ten match up from now on.

It has been snowing all day long. There was about four inches of new snow through out the day. It was nice. I drove around a little bit around midnight. I used two wheel drive unless I was starting to get stuck. It was pretty slippery. I also could use new tires on my truck. I stayed around the house all day today. I was being a home body.

I was checking some of my jpeg's. There was one of two guys sitting on a park bench kissing. There was a dog next to them. It reminded me of a time while I was with a guy named Sean. We were on his bed kissing for a while and then a dog jumped up and started to get in the middle of us. The dog was licking us as we were kissing. We were laughing about it. We kicked the dog off the bed and he jumped back on the bed and starting in again. Sean was the same guy who came to my party and gave me a nice kiss on the lips as he left for the day. In the middle of Zeppoz with people watching. It was such a rush.

He in fact was the first guy I had ever kissed. I had only kissed one other person like that. It was Michelle who I was making out with many years ago. She taught me to kiss. We kissed a lot. And then one night I was with Sean. We were in my truck parked and he leaned over and kissed me. We ended up making out for at least thirty minutes. It was so fun. It was exhilarating. We were in a public place and I was worried we would be discovered. It would be pretty hard to not have people find out about me being gay. Another time Sean came to my apartment. I was sitting on the couch and he sat on my lap facing me. My roommate was in his room and we started to make out. I really liked kissing Sean. For many years I would never kiss a guy. Something about that was repulsive to me. But kissing Sean was so fun. I decided that I liked it a lot. I know that I will be kissing more guys in the future. A lot of time now when I am looking at a guy I think about if he is someone I would want to kiss or not.