Lack of motivation

Today was a bad day for me in terms of motivation. I spent most of the day being unproductive. I don't know what it was for sure. I just did not want to be at work I guess.

I went home at about four-thirty. On the way home I noticed a Bellevue cop was using her opticom to get through the traffic lights quicker. I did not mind as it was helping me too.

I spent the evening chatting with Kale online. We chat a lot. It is strange talking to him. There are a few people he talks to online and he loves them like a brother. I don't get that feeling from him. For me it is like I am just someone to talk to for him while he waits for someone else.

I also talked to Kyle a little bit. I asked him what was going on. He said he was sorry. He still wants to meet up. He said he gets a little freaky about meeting new people. I hope something gets resolved on his side. It is not like it us to be though. It does not seem like he has the time for me like he use to.